it has been so long.
these three years realize
.it feels so much better alone.
yet we always fell in circles around eachother
dancing on a summer song
(it was always your harmony that rang so heavily
in the back of my head...
it made me wild)
but it was autumn
that settled itself in my heart again...

we lack words
and presence
yet we maintain a connection of heart

so without your voice,
in the absence of your touch,
at your return,
the new october wind
blew those last few leaves of longing
out of my heart
and out of my life

(i will always wonder if there is still one left
but i can't feel it anymore
in the presence this sweet autumn sunlight)